♥StrangeRose

I don’t know how I could be so in love with someone and be so apart from them. Rejection is something you cannot avoid but being able to move past it is what will give you reason to live

Like I could honestly name a few but I don’t want to be petty and God don’t like ugly but like my husband has been gone and deployed for about eight months now and as some of you know I live in Virginia Beach. Well any way this has been married to my brother in law for a year and been in the family for about a year and half… Mean while I’ve been in the family for four but she feel like she’s entitled to something caus her broke 30yr old ass lives at her mother in laws house how you a grown ass bitch and you at your mother in law house but that’s for another time so any way so she is pregnant with two girls and never ever brought up her baby shower to me when I mean ever I mean ever so back in May I asked her like “what’s going on with the baby shower you never mentioned it” no before we go on you would think my brother in law would be the one to give me info but he’s like he don’t know nothing Katy knows about the baby shower and that’s why I asked her ass. So when I finally asked she’s like “oh said the baby shower is in Boston on the 25th of June” mind you this was on May 12th I asked her and when she responded I responded “oh that’s cool, your family will be there for that” this bitch never cordially invited me to be like “are you coming will you come” nothing so this baby shower happened and from May 12 we have never spoke on it ever again and I was like fuck it. So I spoke to my mother in law yesterday night and she was like “that’s so funny you brought that up because I asked them today and she said she invited you but you said it was too far” like really? You must have a fucking problem with me that you lying on my ass and my husband is deployed so j would think you would invite me to be apart of that. But no you so comfortable k. Asking me to buy your babies some 200$ cabinet and always asking me to feed your ass when I come to NY but not the decency to invite me to your baby shower you’re some wack ass bitch and you must have a problem with me that idk about maybe cause my shit as a 22 year old is set in a nurse I have my own home my husband works a real job and we don’t depend on others maybe ? Like what ? Like I’m so heated for her to even lie on me like that and my husband is pissed but he’s like you know what fuck it and yeah you know what fuck it yes but she’s a wack bish for that

RANT OVER

radichul:

dearoldlove:

Two months into our relationship you once asked me how much I loved you and I just said “From here”. You didn’t get it and you got mad and thought I was playing around.

Breaking up after almost two years together, I sent you a message 6 months later saying “To Here”.

You still didn’t get it.

this hit me hard

What the hell is it you ask?
Marriage is GOD and will always be the only way to get through it is by prayer. Have you noticed when you’re down, and out and you pray he fixes what has been broken? I was on a hiatus with God, and I forgot that the only person who can truly make you happy is God. Don’t get me wrong nothing is wrong with my marriage. We are so happy but I realized we were lacking something. Everyday when he gets online it’s been the same thing “I love you have a good night, pray” but was I really praying? No. My relationship with God was no where to be found it was lost in a sea of things and now that I have woken up I’ve realized the feeling about being stagnant or my marriage feeling dry (for me atleast) was because I was not fully nourishing it with God. I wasn’t giving my share of the 100% my husband was giving his 50% of his prayer but where was mine? NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. But when my husband told me today that he’s been praying a lot more and that it ‘feels so good.’ It made me realized what I’ve been missing l, why I’ve been feeling so stretched; it was because I wasn’t praying the way that I used to. God IS LOVE. And God is my marriage.

Like you’re not about to pretend oh you did shut when you didn’t do nothing like I can’t stand bullshit liars

It’s so damn crazy how IN LOVE I am with my husband I mean like after four years of being with him you would think I don’t have those butterflies or how much my heart beats when I think of him or how cheesey I get when I talk about him that I wouldn’t have those feelings but for some damn reason those feelings are so much more stronger. God I love him with every single being of me. Every fiber every strand every god damn molecule in my body. He is my soulmate and I am so thankful to have him in my life. He is definitely my world. The crazy thing is I’m happy with me and by-myself but with him I feel like I’m on cloud nine high on my life. Everyday is another feeling and I am so thankful I chose him to be the one in my life forever. Wish I could share this on facebook but people don’t understand how love works they don’t understand I’m not showing off they don’t understand I’m just confessing my love to the world